«If those women aren’t beautiful,» she thought, «they’re nothing. They just fade out when you look at them. They’re glorified domestics. Men are the centre of every mixed group.»
Lastly there was Mrs. Bellamy, whom Sally Carrol detested. The first day’s impression of an egg had been confirmed—an egg with a cracked, veiny voice and such an ungracious dumpiness of carriage that Sally Carrol felt that if she once fell she would surely scramble. In addition, Mrs. Bellamy seemed to typify the town in being innately hostile to strangers. She called Sally Carrol «Sally,» and could not be persuaded that the double name was anything more than a tedious ridiculous nickname. To Sally Carrol this shortening of her name was presenting her to the public half clothed. She loved «Sally Carrol»; she loathed «Sally.» She knew also that Harry’s mother disapproved of her bobbed hair; and she had never dared smoke down-stairs after that first day when Mrs. Bellamy had come into the library sniffing violently.
Of all the men she met she preferred Roger Patton, who was a frequent visitor at the house. He never again alluded to the Ibsenesque tendency of the populace, but when he came in one day and found her curled upon the sofa bent over «Peer Gynt» he laughed and told her to forget what he’d said—that it was all rot.
They had been walking homeward between mounds of high-piled snow and under a sun which Sally Carrol scarcely recognized. They passed a little girl done up in gray wool until she resembled a small Teddy bear, and Sally Carrol could not resist a gasp of maternal appreciation.
«Look! Harry!»
«What?»
«That little girl—did you see her face?»
«Yes, why?»
«It was red as a little strawberry. Oh, she was cute!»
«Why, your own face is almost as red as that already! Everybody’s healthy here. We’re out in the cold as soon as we’re old enough to walk. Wonderful climate!»
She looked at him and had to agree. He was mighty healthy-looking; so was his brother. And she had noticed the new red in her own cheeks that very morning.
Suddenly their glances were caught and held, and they stared for a moment at the street-corner ahead of them. A man was standing there, his knees bent, his eyes gazing upward with a tense expression as though he were about to make a leap toward the chilly sky. And then they both exploded into a shout of laughter, for coming closer they discovered it had been a ludicrous momentary illusion produced by the extreme bagginess of the man’s trousers.
«Reckon that’s one on us,» she laughed.
«He must be Southerner, judging by those trousers,» suggested Harry mischievously.
«Why, Harry!»
Her surprised look must have irritated him.
«Those damn Southerners!»
Sally Carrol’s eyes flashed.
«Don’t call ’em that.»
«I’m sorry, dear,» said Harry, malignantly apologetic, «but you know what I think of them. They’re sort of—sort of degenerates—not at all like the old Southerners. They’ve lived so long down there with all the colored people that they’ve gotten lazy and shiftless.»
«Hush your mouth, Harry!» she cried angrily. «They’re not! They may be lazy—anybody would be in that climate—but they’re my best friends, an’ I don’t want to hear ’em criticised in any such sweepin’ way. Some of ’em are the finest men in the world.»
«Oh, I know. They’re all right when they come North to college, but of all the hangdog, ill-dressed, slovenly lot I ever saw, a bunch of small-town Southerners are the worst!»
Sally Carrol was clinching her gloved hands and biting her lip furiously.
«Why,» continued Harry, «if there was one in my class at New Haven, and we all thought that at last we’d found the true type of Southern aristocrat, but it turned out that he wasn’t an aristocrat at all—just the son of a Northern carpetbagger, who owned about all the cotton round Mobile.»
«A Southerner wouldn’t talk the way you’re talking now,» she said evenly.
«They haven’t the energy!»
«Or the somethin’ else.»
«I’m sorry Sally Carrol, but I’ve heard you say yourself that you’d never marry——»
«That’s quite different. I told you I wouldn’t want to tie my life to any of the boys that are round Tarleton now, but I never made any sweepin’ generalities.»
They walked along in silence.
«I probably spread it on a bit thick Sally Carrol. I’m sorry.»
She nodded but made no answer. Five minutes later as they stood in the hallway she suddenly threw her arms round him.
«Oh, Harry,» she cried, her eyes brimming with tears; «let’s get married next week. I’m afraid of having fusses like that. I’m afraid, Harry. It wouldn’t be that way if we were married.»
But Harry, being in the wrong, was still irritated.
«That’d be idiotic. We decided on March.»
The tears in Sally Carrol’s eyes faded; her expression hardened slightly.
«Very well—I suppose I shouldn’t have said that.»
Harry melted.
«Dear little nut!» he cried. «Come and kiss me and let’s forget.» That very night at the end of a vaudeville performance the orchestra played «Dixie» and Sally Carrol felt something stronger and more enduring than her tears and smiles of the day brim up inside her. She leaned forward gripping the arms of her chair until her face grew crimson.
«Sort of get you dear?» whispered Harry.
But she did not hear him. To the limited throb of the violins and the inspiring beat of the kettle-drums her own old ghosts were marching by and on into the darkness, and as fifes whistled and sighed in the low encore they seemed so nearly out of sight that she could have waved good-by.
«Away, Away,
Away down South in Dixie!
Away, away,
Away down South in Dixie!»
V
It was a particularly cold night. A sudden thaw had nearly cleared the streets the day before, but now they were traversed again with a powdery wraith of loose snow that travelled in wavy lines before the feet of the wind, and filled the lower air with a fine-particled mist. There was no sky—only a dark, ominous tent that draped in the tops of the streets and was in reality a vast approaching army of snowflakes—while over it all, chilling away the comfort from the brown-and-green glow of lighted windows and muffling the steady trot of the horse pulling their sleigh, interminably washed the north wind. It was a dismal town after all, she though, dismal.
Sometimes at night it had seemed to her as though no one lived here—they had all gone long ago—leaving lighted houses to be covered in time by tombing heaps of sleet. Oh, if there should be snow on her grave! To be beneath great piles of it all winter long, where even her headstone would be a light shadow against light shadows. Her grave—a grave that should be flower-strewn and washed with sun and rain.
She thought again of those isolated country houses that her train had passed, and of the life there the long winter through—the ceaseless glare through the windows, the crust forming on the soft drifts of snow, finally the slow cheerless melting and the harsh spring of which Roger Patton had told her. Her spring—to lose it forever—with its lilacs and the lazy sweetness it stirred in her heart. She was laying away that spring—afterward she would lay away that sweetness.
With a gradual insistence the storm broke. Sally Carrol felt a film of flakes melt quickly on her eyelashes, and Harry reached over a furry arm and drew down her complicated flannel cap. Then the small flakes came in skirmish-line, and the horse bent his neck patiently as a transparency of white appeared momentarily on his coat.
«Oh, he’s cold, Harry,» she said quickly.
«Who? The horse? Oh, no, he isn’t. He likes it!»
After another ten minutes they turned a corner and came in sight of their destination. On a tall hill outlined in vivid glaring green against the wintry sky stood the ice palace. It was three stories in the air, with battlements and embrasures and narrow icicled windows, and the innumerable electric lights inside made a gorgeous transparency of the great central hall. Sally Carrol clutched Harry’s hand under the fur robe.
«It’s beautiful!» he cried excitedly. «My golly, it’s beautiful, isn’t it! They haven’t had one here since eighty-five!»
Somehow the notion of there not having been one since eighty-five oppressed her. Ice was a ghost, and this mansion of it was surely peopled by those shades of the eighties, with pale faces and blurred snow-filled hair.
«Come on, dear,» said Harry.
She followed him out of the sleigh and waited while he hitched the horse. A party of four—Gordon, Myra, Roger Patton, and another girl—drew up beside them with a mighty jingle of bells. There were quite a crowd already, bundled in fur or sheepskin, shouting and calling to each other as they moved through the snow, which was now so thick that people could scarcely be distinguished a few yards away.
«It’s a hundred and seventy feet tall,» Harry was saying to a muffled figure beside him as they trudged toward the entrance; «covers six thousand square yards.»
She caught snatches of conversation: «One main hall»—»walls twenty to forty inches thick»—»and the ice cave has almost a mile of—»—»this Canuck who built it——»
They found their way inside, and dazed by the magic of the great crystal walls Sally Carrol found herself repeating over and over two lines
