‘It’s a lie,’ Peroxide said.
‘It’s true,’ Alice said. ‘That’s truly what he said.’
‘It’s a lie,’ Peroxide said proudly.
‘No, it’s true, true, true, to Jesus and Mary true.’
‘Steve couldn’t have said that. It wasn’t the way he talked,’ Peroxide said happily.
‘It’s true,’ said Alice in her nice voice. ‘And it doesn’t make any difference to me whether you believe it or not.’ She wasn’t crying any more and she was calm.
‘It would be impossible for Steve to have said that,’ Peroxide declared.
‘He said it,’ Alice said and smiled. ‘And I remember when he said it and I was a lovely piece then exactly as he said, and right now I’m a better piece than you, you dried up old hot-water bottle.’
‘You can’t insult me,’ said Peroxide. ‘You big mountain of pus. I have my memories.’
‘No,’ Alice said in that sweet lovely voice, ‘you haven’t got any real memories except having your tubes out and when you started C. and M. Everything else you just read in the papers. I’m clean and you know it and men like me, even though I’m big, and you know it, and I never lie and you know it.’
‘Leave me with my memories,’ Peroxide said. ‘With my true, wonderful memories.’
Alice looked at her and then at us and her face lost that hurt look and she smiled and she had about the prettiest face I ever saw. She had a pretty face and a nice smooth skin and a lovely voice and she was nice all right and really friendly. But my God she was big. She was as big as three women. Tom saw me looking at her and he said, ‘Come on. Let’s go.’
‘Good-bye,’ said Alice. She certainly had a nice voice.
‘Good-bye,’ I said.
‘Which way are you boys going?’ asked the cook.
‘The other way from you,’ Tom told him.
A WAY YOU’LL NEVER BE
The attack had gone across the field, been held up by machine-gun fire from the sunken road and from the group of farmhouses, encountered no resistance in the town, and reached the bank of the river. Coming along the road on a bicycle, getting off to push the machine when the surface of the road became too broken, Nicholas Adams saw what had happened by the position of the dead.
They lay alone or in clumps in the high grass of the field and along the road, their pockets out, and over them were flies and around each body or group of bodies were the scattered papers.
In the grass and the grain, beside the road, and in some places scattered over the road, there was much material: a field kitchen, it must have come over when things were going well; many of the calf-skin-covered haversacks, stick bombs, helmets, rifles, sometimes one butt-up, the bayonet stuck in the dirt, they had dug quite a little at the last; stick bombs, helmets, rifles, entrenching tools, ammunition boxes, star-shell pistols, their shells scattered about, medical kits, gas masks, empty gas-mask cans, a squat, tripodded machine-gun in a nest of empty shells, full belts protruding from the boxes, the water-cooling can empty and on its side, the breech block gone, the crew in odd positions, and around them, in the grass, more of the typical papers.
There were mass prayer books, group postcards showing the machine-gun unit standing in ranked and ruddy cheerfulness as in a football picture for a college annual; now they were humped and swollen in the grass; propaganda postcards showing a soldier in Austrian uniform bending a woman backward over a bed; the figures were impressionistically drawn; very attractively depicted and had nothing in common with actual rape in which the woman’s skirts are pulled over her head to smother her, one comrade sometimes sitting upon the head.
There were many of these inciting cards which had evidently been issued just before the offensive. Now they were scattered with the smutty postcards, photographic; the small photographs of village girls by village photographers, the occasional pictures of children, and the letters, letters, letters. There was always much paper about the dead and the debris of this attack was no exception.
These were new dead and no one had bothered with anything but their pockets. Our own dead, or what he thought of, still, as our own dead, were surprisingly few, Nick noticed. Their coats had been opened too and their pockets were out, and they showed, by their positions, the manner and the skill of the attack. The hot weather had swollen them all alike regardless of nationality.
The town had evidently been defended, at the last, from the line of the sunken road and there had been few or no Austrians to fall back into it. There were only three bodies in the street and they looked to have been killed running. The houses of the town were broken by the shelling and the street had much rubble of plaster and mortar and there were broken beams, broken tiles, and many holes, some of them yellow-edged from the mustard gas. There were many pieces of shell, and shrapnel balls were scattered in the rubble. There was no one in the town at all.
Nick Adams had seen no one since he had left Fornaci, although, riding along the road through the over-foliaged country, he had seen guns hidden under screens of mulberry leaves to the left of the road, noticing them by the heat-waves in the air above the leaves where the sun hit the metal.
Now he went on through the town, surprised to find it deserted, and came out on the low road beneath the bank of the river. Leaving the town there was a bare open space where the road slanted down and he could see the placid reach of the river and the low curve of the opposite bank and the whitened, sun-baked mud where the Austrians had dug. It was all very lush and over-green since he had seen it last and becoming historical had made no change in this, the lower river.
The battalion was along the bank to the left. There was a series of holes in the top of the bank with a few men in them. Nick noticed where the machine-guns were posted and the signal rockets in their racks. The men in the holes in the side of the bank were sleeping. No one challenged. He went on and as he came around a turn in the mud bank a young second lieutenant with a stubble of beard and red-rimmed, very bloodshot eyes pointed a pistol at him.
‘Who are you?’
Nick told him.
‘How do I know this?’
Nick showed him the tessera with photograph and identification and the seal of the third army. He took hold of it.
‘I will keep this.’
‘You will not,’ Nick said. ‘Give me back the card and put your gun away. There. In the holster.’
‘How am I to know who you are?’
‘The tessera tells you.’
‘And if the tessera is false? Give me that card.’
‘Don’t be a fool,’ Nick said cheerfully. ‘Take me to your company commander.’
‘I should send you to battalion headquarters.’
‘All right,’ said Nick. ‘Listen, do you know the Captain Paravicini? The tall one with the small moustache who was an architect and speaks English?’
‘You know him?’
‘A little.’
‘What company does he command?’
‘The second.’
‘He is commanding the battalion.’
‘Good,’ said Nick. He was relieved to know that Para was all right. ‘Let us go to the battalion.’
As Nick had left the edge of the town three shrapnel had burst high and to the right over one of the wrecked houses and since then there had been no shelling. But the face of this officer looked like the face of a man during a bombardment. There was the same tightness and the voice did not sound natural. His pistol made Nick nervous.
‘Put it away,’ he said. ‘There’s the whole river between them and you.’
‘If I thought you were a spy I would shoot you now,’ the second lieutenant said.
‘Come on,’ said Nick. ‘Let us go to the battalion.’ This officer made him very nervous.
The Captain Paravicini, acting major, thinner and more English looking than ever, rose when Nick saluted from behind the table in the dug-out that was battalion headquarters.
‘Hello,’ he said. ‘I didn’t know you. What are you doing in that uniform?’
‘They’ve put me in it.’
‘I am very glad to see you, Nicolo.’
‘Right. You look well. How was the show?’
‘We made a very fine attack. Truly. A very fine attack. I will show you. Look.’
He showed on the map how the attack had gone.
‘I came from Fornaci,’ Nick said. ‘I could see how it had been. It was very good.’
‘It was extraordinary. Altogether extraordinary. Are you attached to the regiment?’
‘No. I am supposed to move around and let them see the uniform.’
‘How odd.’
‘If they see one American uniform that is supposed to make them believe others are coming.’
‘But how will they know it is an American uniform?’
‘You will tell them.’
‘Oh. Yes, I see. I will send a corporal with you to show you about and you will make a tour of the lines.’
‘Like a bloody politician,’ Nick said.
‘You would be much more distinguished in civilian clothes. They are what is really distinguished.’
‘With a homburg hat,’ said Nick.
‘Or with a very furry fedora.’
‘I’m supposed to have my pockets full of cigarettes and postal cards and such things,’ Nick said. ‘I should have a musette full of chocolate. These I should distribute with a kind word and a pat on the back. But there weren’t any cigarettes and post cards and no chocolate. So they said to circulate around anyway.’
‘I’m sure your appearance
