said Miss Bürstner exceedingly disappointed, «you really ought not to try something like that on at this time of night.» And she stepped away from the photographs where they had stood so long together. «Miss Bürstner, no,» said K., «I’m not making fun of you. Please believe me! I’ve already told you everything I know. More than I know, in fact, as it actually wasn’t even an investigating committee, that’s just what I called them because I don’t know what else to call them. There was no cross questioning at all, I was merely arrested, but by a committee.» Miss Bürstner sat on the ottoman and laughed again. «What was it like then?» she asked. «It was terrible,» said K., although his mind was no longer on the subject, he had become totally absorbed by Miss Bürstner’s gaze who was supporting her chin on one hand—the elbow rested on the cushion of the ottoman—and slowly stroking her hip with the other. «That’s too vague,» said Miss Bürstner. «What’s too vague?» asked K. Then he remembered himself and asked, «Would you like me to show you what it was like?» He wanted to move in some way but did not want to leave. «I’m already tired,» said Miss Bürstner. «You arrived back so late,» said K. «Now you’ve started telling me off. Well I suppose I deserve it as I shouldn’t have let you in here in the first place, and it turns out there wasn’t even any point.» «Oh, there was a point, you’ll see now how important a point it was,» said K. «May I move this table away from your bedside and put it here?» «What do you think you’re doing?» said Miss Bürstner. «Of course you can’t!» «In that case I can’t show you,» said K., quite upset, as if Miss Bürstner had committed some incomprehensible offence against him. «Alright then, if you need it to show what you mean, just take the bedside table then,» said Miss Bürstner, and after a short pause added in a weak voice, «I’m so tired I’m allowing more than I ought to.» K. put the little table in the middle of the room and sat down behind it. «You have to get a proper idea of where the people were situated, it is very interesting. I’m the supervisor, sitting over there on the chest are two policemen, standing next to the photographs there are three young people. Hanging on the handle of the window is a white blouse—I just mention that by the way. And now it begins. Ah yes, I’m forgetting myself, the most important person of all, so I’m standing here in front of the table. The supervisor is sitting extremely comfortably with his legs crossed and his arm hanging over the backrest here like some layabout. And now it really does begin. The supervisor calls out as if he had to wake me up, in fact he shouts at me, I’m afraid, if I’m to make it clear to you, I’ll have to shout as well, and it’s nothing more than my name that he shouts out.» Miss Bürstner, laughing as she listened to him, laid her forefinger on her mouth so that K. would not shout, but it was too late. K. was too engrossed in his role and slowly called out, «Josef K.!» It was not as loud as he had threatened, but nonetheless, once he had suddenly called it out, the cry seemed gradually to spread itself all round the room.

There was a series of loud, curt and regular knocks at the door of the adjoining room. Miss Bürstner went pale and laid her hand on her heart. K. was especially startled, as for a moment he had been quite unable to think of anything other than the events of that morning and the girl for whom he was performing them. He had hardly pulled himself together when he jumped over to Miss Bürstner and took her hand. «Don’t be afraid,» he whispered, «I’ll put everything right. But who can it be? It’s only the living room next door, nobody sleeps in there.» «Yes they do,» whispered Miss Bürstner into K.’s ear, «a nephew of Mrs. Grubach’s, a captain in the army, has been sleeping there since yesterday. There’s no other room free. I’d forgotten about it too. Why did you have to shout like that? You’ve made me quite upset.» «There is no reason for it,» said K., and, now as she sank back onto the cushion, kissed her forehead. «Go away, go away,» she said, hurriedly sitting back up, «get out of here, go, what is it you want, he’s listening at the door, he can hear everything. You’re causing me so much trouble!» «I won’t go,» said K., «until you’ve calmed down a bit. Come over into the other corner of the room, he won’t be able to hear us there.» She let him lead her there. «Don’t forget,» he said, «although this might be unpleasant for you you’re not in any real danger. You know how much esteem Mrs. Grubach has for me, she’s the one who will make all the decisions in this, especially as the captain is her nephew, but she believes everything I say without question. What’s more, she has borrowed a large sum of money from me and that makes her dependent on me. I will confirm whatever you say to explain our being here together, however inappropriate it might be, and I guarantee to make sure that Mrs. Grubach will not only say she believes the explanation in public but will believe it truly and sincerely. You will have no need to consider me in any way. If you wish to let it be known that I have attacked you then Mrs. Grubach will be informed of such and she will believe it without even losing her trust in me, that’s how much respect she has for me.» Miss Bürstner looked at the floor in front of her, quiet and a little sunk in on herself. «Why would Mrs. Grubach not believe that I’ve attacked you?» added K. He looked at her hair in front of him, parted, bunched down, reddish and firmly held in place. He thought she would look up at him, but without changing her manner she said, «Forgive me, but it was the suddenness of the knocking that startled me so much, not so much what the consequences of the captain being here might be. It was all so quiet after you’d shouted, and then there was the knocking, that’s what made me so shocked, and I was sitting right by the door, the knocking was right next to me. Thank you for your suggestions, but I won’t accept them. I can bear the responsibility for anything that happens in my room myself, and I can do so with anyone. I’m surprised you don’t realise just how insulting your suggestions are and what they imply about me, although I certainly acknowledge your good intentions. But now, please go, leave me alone, I need you to go now even more than I did earlier. The couple of minutes you asked for have grown into half an hour, more than half an hour now.» K. took hold of her hand, and then of her wrist, «You’re not cross with me, though?» he said. She pulled her hand away and answered, «No, no, I’m never cross with anyone.» He grasped her wrist once more, she tolerated it now and, in that way, led him to the door. He had fully intended to leave. But when he reached the door he came to a halt as if he hadn’t expected to find a door there, Miss Bürstner made use of that moment to get herself free, open the door, slip out into the hallway and gently say to K. from there, «Now, come along, please. Look,» she pointed to the captain’s door, from under which there was a light shining, «he’s put a light on and he’s laughing at us.» «Alright, I’m coming,» said K., moved forward, took hold of her, kissed her on the mouth and then over her whole face like a thirsty animal lapping with its tongue when it eventually finds water. He finally kissed her on her neck and her throat and left his lips pressed there for a long time. He did not look up until there was a noise from the captain’s room. «I’ll go now,» he said, he wanted to address Miss Bürstner by her Christian name, but did not know it. She gave him a tired nod, offered him her hand to kiss as she turned away as if she did not know what she was doing, and went back into her room with her head bowed. A short while later, K. was lying in his bed. He very soon went to sleep, but before he did he thought a little while about his behaviour, he was satisfied with it but felt some surprise that he was not more satisfied; he was seriously worried about Miss Bürstner because of the captain.

Chapter Two

First Cross-examination

K. was informed by telephone that there would be a small hearing concerning his case the following Sunday. He was made aware that these cross examinations would follow one another regularly, perhaps not every week but quite frequently. On the one hand it was in everyone’s interest to bring proceedings quickly to their conclusion, but on the other hand every aspect of the examinations had to be carried out thoroughly without lasting too long because