Arrival and Departure, Ray Bradbury
Arrival and Departure
No day in all of time began with nobler heart or fresher spirit. No morn had ever chanced upon its greener self as did this morn discover spring in every aspect and every breath. Birds flew about, intoxicated, and moles and all things holed up in earth and stone ventured forth, forgetting that life itself might be forfeit.
The sky was a Pacific, a Caribbean, an Indian sea, hung in a tidal outpouring over a town that now exhaled the dust of winter from a thousand windows. Doors slammed wide. Like a tide moving over a town that now exhaled the dust of winter from a thousand windows. Doors slammed wide. Like a tide moving into a shore, wave after wave of laundered curtains broke over the piano-wire lines behind the houses.
And at last the mild sweetness of this particular day summoned forth two souls, like wintry figures from a Swiss clock, hypnotized, upon their porch. Mr and Mrs Alexander, twenty-four months locked deep in their rusty house, felt long-forgotten wings stir in their shoulder blades as the sun rekindled their bones.
‘Smellthat!’
Mrs Alexander took a drink of air and spun to accuse the house. ‘Two years! One hundred sixty-five bottles of throat molasses! Ten pounds of sulfur! Twelve boxes of sleeping pills! Five yards of flannel for our chests! How much mustard grease?
Get away!’ She pushed at the house. She turned to the spring day, opened her arms. The sun made teardrops jump from her eyes.
They waited, not yet ready to descend away from two years of nursing each other, falling ill time and again, accepting but never quite enjoying the prospect of another evening together after six hundred of seeing no other human face.
‘Why, we’re strangers here.’ The husband nodded to the shady streets.
And they remembered how they had stopped answering the door and kept the shades down, afraid that some abrupt encounter, some flash of bright sun, might shatter them to dusty ghosts.
But now, on this fountain-sparkling day, their health at last miraculously returned, old Mr and Mrs Alexander edged down the steps and into the town, like tourists from a land beneath the earth.
Reaching the main street, Mr Alexander said, ‘We’re not so old; we justfeltold. Why I’m seventy-two, you’re only seventy. I’m out for some special shopping, Elma. Meet you here in two hours!’
They flew apart, rid of each other at last.
Not half a block away, passing a dress shop, Mr Alexander saw a mannequin in a window, and froze. There, ah, there! The sunlight warmed her pink cheeks, her berry-stained lips, her blue-lacquer eyes, her yellow-yarn hair.
He stood at the window for an entire minute, until a live woman appeared suddenly, arranging the displays. When she glanced up, there was Mr Alexander, smiling like a youthful idiot. She smiled back.
What a day! he thought. I could punch a hole in a plank door. I could throw a cat over the courthouse! Get out of the way, old man! Wait! Was that amirror? Never mind. Good God! I’m really alive!
Mr Alexander was inside the shop.
‘I want to buy something!’ he said.
‘What?’ asked the beautiful saleslady.
He glanced foolishly about. ‘Why, let me have a scarf. That’s it, a scarf.’
He blinked at the numerous scarves she brought, smiling at him so his heart roared and tilted like a gyroscope, throwing the world out of balance. ‘Pick the scarf you’d wear, yourself. That’s the scarf for me.’
She chose a scarf the color of her eyes.
‘Is it for your wife?’
He handed her a five-dollar bill. ‘Put the scarf on.’ She obeyed. He tried to imagine Elma’s head sticking out above it; failed. ‘Keep it,’ he said. ‘It’s yours.’ He drifted out the sunlit door, his veins singing.
‘Sir,’ she called, but he was gone.
What Mrs Alexander wanted most was shoes, and after leaving her husband she entered the very first shoe shop. But not, however, before she dropped a penny in a perfume machine and pumped great vaporous founts of verbena upon her sparrow chest.
Then, with the spray clinging round her like morning mist, she plunged into the shoe store, where a fine young man with doe-brown eyes and black arched brows and hair with the sheen of patent leather pinched her ankles, feathered her instep, caressed her toes, and so entertained her feet that they blushed a soft, warm pink.
‘Madame has the smallest foot I’ve fitted this year. Extraordinarily small.’
Mrs Alexander was a great heart seated there, beating so loudly that the salesman had to shout over the sound:
‘If Madame will push down!’
‘Would the lady like another color?’
He shook her left hand as she departed with three pairs of shoes, giving her fingers what seemed to be a meaningful appraisal. She laughed a strange laugh, forgetting to say she had not worn her wedding band, her fingers had puffed with illness so many years that the ring now lay in dust. On the street, she confronted the verbena-squirting machine, another copper penny in her hand.
Mr Alexander strode with great bouncing strides up and down streets, doing a little jig of delight on meeting certain people, stopping at last, faintly tired, but not admitting it to anyone, before the United Cigar store. There, as if seven-hundred-odd noons had not vanished, stood Mr Bleak, Mr Grey, Samuel Spaulding, and the Wooden Indian. They seized and punched Mr Alexander in disbelief.
‘John, you’re back from the dead!’
‘Coming to the lodge tonight?’
‘Sure!’
‘Oddfellows meeting tomorrow night?’
‘I’ll be there!’ Invitations blew about him in a warm wind. ‘Old friends, I’vemissedyou!’ He wanted to grab everyone, even the Indian. They lit his free cigar and bought him foamy beers next door in the jungle color of green-felt pool tables.
‘One week from tonight,’ cried Mr Alexander. ‘Open house. My wife and I invite you all, good friends. Barbecue! Drinks and fun!’
Spaulding crushed his hand. ‘Will your wife mind about tonight?’
‘Not Elma.’
‘I’ll come for you at eight o’clock.’
‘Fine!’
And Mr Alexander was off like a ball of Spanish moss blown on the wind.
After she left the store, Mrs Alexander was discovered in the streets of the town by a sea of women. She was the center of a bargain sale, ladies clustering in twos and threes, everyone talking, laughing, offering, accepting at once.
‘Tonight, Elma. The Thimble Club.’
‘Come pick me up!’
Breathless and flushed, she pushed through, made it to a far curb, looked back as one looks at the ocean for a last time before going inland, and hustled, lighting to herself, down the avenue, counting on her fingers the appointments she had in the next week at the Elm Street Society, the Women’s Patriotic League, the Sewing Basket, and the Elite Theatre Club.
The hours blazed to their finish. The courthouse clock rang once.
Mr Alexander stood on the street corner, glancing at his watch doubtfully and shaking it, muttering under his breath. A woman was standing on the opposite corner, and after ten minutes of waiting, Mr Alexander crossed over. ‘I beg your pardon, but I think my watch is wrong,’ he called, approaching. ‘Could you give me the correct time?’
‘John!’ she cried.
‘Elma!’ he cried.
‘I was standing here all the time,’ she said.
‘AndIwas standing over there!’
‘You’ve got a new suit!’
‘That’s a new dress!’
‘New hat.’
‘So is yours.’
‘New shoes.’
‘How doyoursfit?’
‘Mine hurt.’
‘So do mine.’
‘I bought tickets for a play Saturday night for us, Elma! And made reservations for the Green Town picnic next month! What’s that perfume you’re wearing?’
‘What’s that cologneyou’vegot on?’
‘Nowonderwe didn’t recognize each other!’
They looked at each other for a long time.
‘Well, let’s get home. Isn’t it a beautiful day?’
They squeaked along in their new shoes. ‘Yes, beautiful!’ they both agreed, smiling. But then they glanced at each other out of the corner of their eyes and suddenly looked away, nervously.
Their house was blue dark; it was like entering a cave after the fresh green spring afternoon.
‘How about a little lunch?’
‘Not hungry. You?’
‘Me neither.’
‘I sure do like my new shoes.’
‘Mine, too.’
‘Well, what’ll we do the rest of the day?’
‘Oh, go to a show, maybe.’
‘After we rest awhile.’
‘You’re nottired!’
‘No, no, no,’ she cried hastily.‘You?’
‘No, no!’ he said quickly.
They sat down and felt the comfortable darkness and coolness of the room after the bright, glaring warm day.
‘I think I’ll just loosen my shoelaces a bit,’ he said. ‘Just untie the knots a moment.’
‘I think I’ll do the same.’
They loosened the knots and the laces in their shoes.
‘Might as well get our hats off!’
Sitting there, they removed their hats.
He looked over at her and thought: Forty-five years. Married to her forty-five years. Why, I can remember…and that time in Mills Valley…and then there was that other day…forty years ago we drove to…yes…yes. His head shook. A long time.
‘Why don’t you take off your tie?’ she suggested.
‘Think I should, if we’re going right out again?’ he said.
‘Just for a moment.’
She watched him take off his tie and she thought: It’s been a good marriage. We’ve helped each other; he’s spoon-fed, washed, and dressed me when I was sick, taken good care…Forty-five years now, and the honeymoon in Mills Valley–seems like only the day before the day before yesterday.
‘Why don’t you get rid of your earrings?’ he suggested. ‘New, aren’t they? They look heavy.’
‘Theyarea bit.’ She laid them aside.
They sat in their comfortable soft chairs by the green baize tables where stood arnica bottles, pellet and tablet boxes, serums, cough remedies, pads, braces and foot rubs, greases, salves, lotions, inhalants, aspirin, quinine, powders, decks of worn playing cards from a million slow games of blackjack, and books they had murmured to each other across the dark small room in the single faint bulb light, their voices like