“Where?”
“The Nuremberg Rally, the stadium, that was the autumn, yes, and I was thirteen and part of the Youth and one hundred thousand soldiers and young men in that big place that late afternoon before the torches were lit. So many bands, so many flags, so much heartbeat, yes, I tell you, I could hear one hundred thousand hearts banging away, we were all so in love, he had come down out of the clouds. The gods had sent him, we knew, and the time of waiting was over, from here on we could act, there was nothing he couldn’t help us to do.”
“I wonder how that actor in there feels, playing him?”
“Sh, he hears you. Look, he waves. Wave back.”
“Shut up,” said someone else. “They’re talking again. I want to hear—”
The crowd shut up. The men and women leaned into the soft spring wind. The voices drifted from the café table.
Beer was being poured by a maiden waitress with flushed cheeks and eyes as bright as fire.
“More beer!” said the man with the toothbrush mustache and the hair combed forward on the left side of his brow.
“No, thanks,” said the director.
“No, no,” said the producer.
“More beer! It’s a splendid day,” said Adolf. “A toast to the film, to us, to me. Drink!”
The other two men put their hands on their glasses of beer.
“To the film,” said the producer.
“To darling Adolf.” The director’s voice was flat.
The man in the uniform stiffened.
“I do not look upon myself—” he hesitated, “upon him as darling.”
“He was darling, all right, and you’re a doll.” The director gulped his drink. “Does anyone mind if I get drunk?”
“To be drunk is not permitted,” said Der Führer.
“Where does it say that in the script?”
The producer kicked the director under the table.
“How many more weeks’ work do you figure we have?” asked the producer, with great politeness.
“I figure we should finish the film,” said the director, taking huge swigs, “around about the death of Hindenburg, or the Hindenburg gasbag going down in flames at Lakehurst, New Jersey, whichever comes first.”
Adolf Hitler bent to his plate and began to eat rapidly, snapping at his meat and potatoes in silence.
The producer sighed heavily. The director, nudged by this, calmed the waters. “Another three weeks should see the masterwork in the can, and us sailing home on the Titanic, there to collide with the Jewish critics and go down bravely singing ‘Deutschland Uber Alles.’”
Suddenly all three were voracious and snapping and biting and chewing their food, and the spring breeze blew softly, and the crowd waited outside.
At last, Der Führer stopped, had another sip of beer, and lay back in his chair, touching his mustache with his little finger.
“Nothing can provoke me on a day like this. The rushes last night were so beautiful. The casting for this film, ah! I find Göring to be incredible. Goebbels? Perfection!” Sunlight dazzled out of Der Führer’s face. “So. So, I was thinking just last night, here I am in Bavaria, me, a pure Aryan—”
Both men flinched slightly, and waited.
“—making a film,” Hitler went on, laughing softly, “with a Jew from New York and a Jew from Hollywood. So amusing.”
“I am not amused,” said the director, lightly.
The producer shot him a glance which said: the film is not finished yet. Careful.
“And I was thinking, wouldn’t it be fun . . .” Here Der Führer stopped to take a big drink, “. . . to have another . . . ah . . . Nuremberg Rally?”
“You mean for the film, of course?”
The director stared at Hitler. Hitler examined the texture of the suds in his beer.
“My God,” said the producer, “do you know how much it would cost to reproduce the Nuremberg Rally? How much did it cost Hitler for the original, Marc?”
He blinked at his director, who said, “A bundle. But he had a lot of free extras, of course.”
“Of course! The Army, the Hitler Youth.”
“Yes, yes,” said Hitler. “But think of the publicity, all over the world? Let us go to Nuremberg, eh, and film my plane, eh, and me coming down out of the clouds? I heard those people out there, just now: Nuremberg and plane and torches. They remember. I remember. I held a torch in that stadium. My God, it was beautiful. And now, now I am exactly the age Hitler was when he was at his prime.”
“He was never at his prime,” said the director. “Unless you mean hung-meat.”
Hitler put down his glass. His cheeks grew very red. Then he forced a smile to widen his lips and change the color of his face. “That is a joke, of course.”
“A joke,” said the producer, playing ventriloquist to his friend.
“I was thinking,” Hitler went on, his eyes on the clouds again, seeing it all, back in another year. “If we shot it next month, with the weather good. Think of all the tourists who would come to watch the filming!”
“Yeah. Bormann might even come back from Argentina.”
The producer shot his director another glare.
Hitler cleared his throat and forced the words out: “As for expense, if you took one small ad, one mind you! in the Nuremberg papers one week before, why, you would have an army of people there as extras at fifty cents a day, no, a quarter, no, free!”
Der Führer emptied his stein, ordered another. The waitress dashed off to refill. Hitler studied his two friends.
“You know,” said the director, sitting up, his own eyes taking a kind of vicious fire, his teeth showing as he leaned forward, “there is a kind of idiot grace to you, a kind of murderous wit, a sort of half-ass style. Every once in a while you come dripping up with some sensational slime that gleams and stinks in the sun, buster. Archie, listen to him. Der Führer just had a great bowel movement. Drag in the astrologers! Slit the pigeons and filch their guts. Read me the casting sheets.”
The director leaped to his feet and began to pace.
“That one ad in the paper, and all the trunks in Nuremberg get flung wide! Old uniforms come out to cover fat bellies! Old armbands come out to fit flabby arms! Old military caps with skull-eagles on them fly out to fit on fat-heads!”
“I will not sit here—” cried Hitler.
He started to get up but the producer was tugging his arm and the director had a knife at his heart: his forefinger, stabbing hard.
“Sit.”
The director’s face hovered two inches from Hitler’s nose. Hitler slowly sank back, his cheeks perspiring.
“God, you are a genius,” said the director. “Jesus, your people would show up. Not the young, no, but the old. All the Hitler Youth, your age now, those senile bags of tripe yelling ‘Sieg Heil,’ saluting, lighting torches at sunset, marching around the stadium crying themselves blind.”
The director swerved to his producer.
“I tell you, Arch, this Hitler here has bilge for brains but this time he’s on target! If we don’t shove the Nuremberg Rally up this film, I quit. I mean it. I will simply walk out and let Adolf here take over and direct the damned thing himself! Speech over.”
He sat down.
Both the producer and Der Führer appeared to be in a state of shock.
“Order me another goddamn beer,” snapped the director.
Hitler gasped in a huge breath, tossed down his knife and fork, and shoved back his chair.
“I do not break bread with such as you!”
“Why, you bootlicking lapdog son of a bitch,” said the director. “I’ll hold the mug and you’ll do the licking. Here.” The director grabbed the beer and shoved it under Der Führer’s nose. The crowd, out beyond, gasped and almost surged. Hitler’s eyes rolled, for the director had seized him by the front of his tunic and was yanking him forward.
“Lick! Drink the German filth! Drink, you scum!”
“Boys, boys,” said the producer.
“Boys, crud! You know what this swill-hole, this chamberpot Nazi, has been thinking, sitting here, Archibald, and drinking your beer? Today Europe, tomorrow the world!”
“No, no, Marc!”
“No, no,” said Hitler, staring down at the fist which clenched the material of his uniform. “The buttons, the buttons—”
“Are loose on your tunic and inside your head, worm. Arch, look at him pour! Look at the grease roll off his forehead, look at his stinking armpits. He’s a sea of sweat because I’ve read his mind! Tomorrow the world! Get this film set up, him cast in the lead. Bring him down out of the clouds, a month from now. Brass bands. Torchlight. Bring back Leni Riefenstahl to show us how she shot the Rally in ’34.
Hitler’s lady-director friend. Fifty cameras she used, fifty she used, by God, to get all the German crumbs lined up and vomiting lies, and Hitler in his creaking leather and Göring awash in his blubber, and Goebbels doing his wounded-monkey walk, the three superfags of history aswank in the stadium at dusk, make it all happen again, with this bastard up front, and do you know what’s going through his little graveyard mind behind his bloater eyes at this very moment?”
“Marc, Marc,” whispered the producer, eyes shut, grinding his teeth. “Sit down. Everyone sees.”
“Let them see! Wake up, you! Don’t you shut your eyes on me, too! I’ve shut my eyes on you for days, filth. Now I want some attention. Here.”
He sloshed beer on Hitler’s face, which caused his eyes to snap wide and his eyes to roll yet again, as apoplexy burned his cheeks.
The crowd, out beyond, hissed in their breath.
The director, hearing, leered at them.
“Boy, is this funny. They don’t know whether to come in or not, don’t know if you’re
