In Exile, Chekhov Anton
Old Semion, nicknamed Wiseacre, and a young Tartar, whom nobody knew by name, sat by the bonfire at the side of the river. The other three ferrymen lay in the hut. Semion, an old man of sixty, gaunt and toothless, but broad-shouldered and healthy in appearance, was drunk; he would have been asleep long ago if it had not been for the flagon in his pocket, and his fear that his companions in the hut might ask him for vodka. The Tartar was ill and tired; and sat there, wrapped up in his rags, holding forth on the glories of life in Simbirsk, and boasting of the handsome and clever wife he had left behind him. He was about twenty-five years old, but now in the light of the camp fire his pale face, with its melancholy and sickly expression, seemed the face of a lad.
«Yes, you can hardly call it paradise,» said Wiseacre. «You can take it all in at a glance—water, bare banks, and clay about you, and nothing more. Holy Week is over, but there is still ice floating down the river, and this very morning snow.»
«Misery, misery!» moaned the Tartar, looking round him in terror.
Ten paces below them lay the river, dark and cold, grumbling, it seemed, at itself, as it clove a path through the steep clay banks, and bore itself swiftly to the sea. Up against the bank lay one of the great barges which the ferrymen call karbases. On the opposite side, far away, rising and falling, and mingling with one another, crept little serpents of fire. It was the burning of last year’s grass. And behind the serpents of fire darkness again. From the river came the noise of little ice floes crashing against the barge. Darkness only, and cold!
The Tartar looked at the sky. There were as many stars there as in his own country, just the same blackness above him. But something was lacking. At home in Simbirsk government there were no such stars and no such heaven.
«Misery, misery!» he repeated.
«You’ll get used to it,» said Wiseacre, grinning. «You’re young and foolish now—your mother’s milk is still wet on your lips, only youth and folly could make you imagine there’s no one more miserable than you. But the time’ll come when you’ll say, ‘God grant every one such a life as this!’ Look at me, for instance. In a week’s time the water will have fallen, we’ll launch the small boat, you’ll be off to Siberia to amuse yourselves, and I’ll remain here and row from one side to another. Twenty years now I’ve been ferrying. Day and night! Salmon and pike beneath the water and I above it! And God be thanked! I don’t want for anything! God grant everyone such a life!»
The Tartar thrust some brushwood into the fire, lay closer to it, and said:
«My father is ill. When he dies my mother and wife are coming. They promised me.»
«What do you want with a mother and wife?» asked Wiseacre, «put that out of your head, it’s all nonsense, brother! It’s the devil’s doing to make you think such thoughts. Don’t listen to him, accursed! If he begins about women, answer him back, ‘Don’t want them.’ If he comes about freedom, answer him back, ‘Don’t want it.’ You don’t want anything. Neither father, nor mother, nor wife, nor freedom, nor house, nor home. You don’t want anything, d——n them!»
Wiseacre took a drink from his flask and continued: «I, brother, am no simple mujik, but a sexton’s son, and when I lived in freedom in Kursk wore a frockcoat, yet now I have brought myself to such a point that I can sleep naked on the earth and eat grass. And God grant everyone such a life! I don’t want anything, and I don’t fear anyone, and I know there is no one richer and freer than I in the world. The first day I came here from Russia I persisted,41 don’t want anything.’ The devil took me on also about wife, and home, and freedom, but I answered him back ‘I don’t want anything.’ I tired him out, and now, as you see, I live well, and don’t complain. If any one bates an inch to the devil, or listens to him even once, he’s lost—there’s no salvation for him—he sinks in the bog to the crown of his head, and never gets out.
«Don’t think it’s only our brother, the stupid mujik, that gets lost. The well-born and educated lose themselves also. Fifteen years ago they sent a gentleman here from Russia. He wouldn’t share something with his brothers, and did something dishonest with a will. Belonged, they said, to a prince’s or a baron’s family—maybe he was an official, who can tell? Well, anyway he came, and the first thing he did was to buy himself a house and land in Mukhortinsk. ‘I want,’ he says, ‘to live by my work, by the sweat of my brow, because,’ he says, ‘I am no longer a gentleman, but a convict.’ ‘Well,’ I said, ‘may God help him, he can do nothing better.’
He was a young man, fussy, and fond of talking; mowed his own grass, caught fish, and rode on horseback sixty versts a day. That was the cause of the misfortune. From the first year he used to ride to Guirino, to the post office. He would stand with me in the boat and sigh: ‘Akh, Semion, how long they are sending me money from home.’ ‘You don’t want it, Vassili Sergeyitch,’ I answered,’ what good is money to you? Give up the old ways, forget them as if they never were, as if you had dreamt them, and begin to live anew. Pay no attention,’ I said, ‘to the devil, he’ll bring you nothing but ill. At present, you want only money, but in a little time you’ll want something more. If you want to be happy, don’t wish for anything at all. Yes…. Already,’ I used to say to him, ‘fortune has done you and me a bad turn—there’s no good begging charity from her, and bowing down to her—you must despise and laugh at her. Then she’ll begin to laugh herself.’ So I used to talk to him.
«Well, two years after he came, he drove down to the ferry in good spirits. He was rubbing his hands and laughing. ‘I am going to Guirino,’ he says, ‘to meet my wife. She has taken pity on me, and is coming. She is a good wife.’ He was out of breath from joy.
«The next day he came back with his wife. She was a young woman, a good-looking one, in a hat, with a little girl in her arms. And my Vassili Sergeyitch bustles about her, feasts his eyes on her, and praises her up to the skies, ‘Yes, brother Semion, even in Siberia people live.’ ‘Well,’ I thought, ‘he won’t always think so.’ From that time out, every week, he rode to Guirino to inquire whether money had been sent to him from Russia. Money he wanted without end. ‘For my sake,’ he used to say, ‘she is burying her youth and beauty in Siberia, and sharing my miserable life. For this reason I must procure her every enjoyment.’ And to make things gayer for her, he makes acquaintance with officials and all kinds of people.
All this company, of course, had to be fed and kept in drink, a piano must be got, and a shaggy dog for the sofa—in one word, extravagance, luxury…. She didn’t live with him long. How could she? Mud, water, cold, neither vegetable nor fruit, bears and drunkards around her, and she a woman from Petersburg, petted and spoiled…. Of course, she got sick of it…. Yes, and a husband, too, no longer a man, but a convict…. Well, after three years, I remember, on Assumption Eve, I heard shouting from the opposite bank. When I rowed across I saw the lady all wrapped up, and with her a young man, one of the officials. A troika! I rowed them across, they got into the troika and drove off. Towards morning, Vassili Sergeyitch drives up in hot haste. ‘Did my wife go by,’ he asked, ‘with a man in spectacles?’ ‘Yes,’ I said, ‘seek the wind in the field.’ He drove after them, and chased them for five days. When I ferried him back, he threw himself into the bottom of the boat, beat his head against the planks, and howled. I laughed and reminded him, ‘even in Siberia people live!’ But that only made him worse.
«After this he tried to regain his freedom. His wife had gone back to Russia, and he thought only of seeing her, and getting her to return to him. Every day he galloped off to one place or another, one day to the post office, the next to town to see the authorities. He sent in petitions asking for pardon and permission to return to Russia—on telegrams alone, he used to say, he spent two hundred roubles. He sold his land and mortgaged his house to a Jew. He got grey-haired and bent, and his face turned yellow like a consumptive’s. He could not speak without tears coming into his eyes. Eight years he spent sending in petitions. Then he came to life again; he had got a new consolation. The daughter, you see, was growing up. He doted on her. And to tell the truth, she wasn’t bad-looking—pretty, black-browed, and high-spirited. Every Sunday he rode with her to the church
