“Calm thyself,” Robert Jordan said. “You will be fighting them soon enough. Here comes the woman.”
Pilar was climbing up to them, making heavy going of it in the boulders.
Primitivo kept saying. “Obscenity them. Oh, God and the Virgin, befoul them,” each time for firing rolled down the wind, and Robert Jordan climbed down to help Pilar up.
“‘Qué tal’, woman,” he said, taking hold of both her wrists and hoisting as she climbed heavily over the last boulder.
“Thy binoculars,” she said and lifted their strap over her head. “So it has come to Sordo?”
“Yes.”
“‘Pobre’,” she said in commiseration. “Poor Sordo.”
She was breathing heavily from the climb and she took hold of Robert Jordan’s hand and gripped it tight in hers as she looked out over the country.
“How does the combat seem?”
“Bad. Very bad.”
“He’s ‘jodido?'”
“I believe so.”
“‘Pobre’,” she said. “Doubtless because of the horses?”
“Probably.”
“‘Pobre’,” Pilar said. Then, “Rafael recounted me all of an entire novel of dung about cavalry. What came?”
“A patrol and part of a squadron.”
“Up to what point?”
Robert Jordan pointed out where the patrol had stopped and showed her where the gun was hidden. From where they stood they could just see one of Agustín’s boots protruding from the rear of the blind.
“The gypsy said they rode to where the gun muzzle pressed against the chest of the horse of the leader,” Pilar said. “What a race! Thy glasses were in the cave.”
“Have you packed?”
“All that can be taken. Is there news of Pablo?”
“He was forty minutes ahead of the cavalry. They took his trail.”
Pilar grinned at him. She still held his hand. Now she dropped it. “They’ll never see him,” she said. “Now for Sordo. Can we do anything?”
“Nothing.”
“‘Pobre’,” she said. “I was fond of Sordo. Thou art sure, ‘sure’ that he is ‘jodido?'”
“Yes. I have seen much cavalry.”
“More than were here?”
“Another full troop on their way up there.”
“Listen to it,” Pilar said. “‘Pobre, pobre Sordo’.”
They listened to the firing.
“Primitivo wanted to go up there,” Robert Jordan said.
“Art thou crazy?” Pilar said to the flat-faced man. “What kind of ‘locos’ are we producing here?”
“I wish to aid them.”
“‘Qué va’,” Pilar said. “Another romantic. Dost thou not believe thou wilt die quick enough here without useless voyages?”
Robert Jordan looked at her, at the heavy brown face with the high Indian cheekbones, the wide-set dark eyes and the laughing mouth with the heavy, bitter upper lip.
“Thou must act like a man,” she said to Primitivo. “A grown man. You with your gray hairs and all.”
“Don’t joke at me,” Primitivo said sullenly. “If a man has a little heart and a little imagination—”
“He should learn to control them,” Pilar said. “Thou wilt die soon enough with us. There is no need to seek that with strangers. As for thy imagination. The gypsy has enough for all. What a novel he told me.”
“If thou hadst seen it thou wouldst not call it a novel,” Primitivo said. “There was a moment of great gravity.”
“‘Qué va’,” Pilar said. “Some cavalry rode here and they rode away. And you all make yourselves a heroism. It is to this we have come with so much inaction.”
“And this of Sordo is not grave?” Primitivo said contemptuously now. He suffered visibly each time the firing came down the wind and he wanted either to go to the combat or have Pilar go and leave him alone.
“‘Total, qué?'” Pilar said. “It has come so it has come. Don’t lose thy ‘cojones’ for the misfortune of another.”
“Go defile thyself,” Primitivo said. “There are women of a stupidity and brutality that is insupportable.”
“In order to support and aid those men poorly equipped for procreation,” Pilar said, “if there is nothing to see I am going.”
Just then Robert Jordan heard the plane high overhead. He looked up and in the high sky it looked to be the same observation plane that he had seen earlier in the morning. Now it was returning from the direction of the lines and it was moving in the direction of the high country where El Sordo was being attacked.
“There is the bad luck bird,” Pilar said. “Will it see what goes on there?”
“Surely,” Robert Jordan said. “If they are not blind.”
They watched the plane moving high and silvery and steady in the sunlight. It was coming from the left and they could see the round disks of light the two propellers made.
“Keep down,” Robert Jordan said.
Then the plane was overhead, its shadows passing over the open glade, the throbbing reaching its maximum of portent. Then it was past and headed toward the top of the valley. They watched it go steadily on its course until it was just out of sight and then they saw it coming back in a wide dipping circle, to circle twice over the high country and then disappear in the direction of Segovia.
Robert Jordan looked at Pilar. There was perspiration on her forehead and she shook her head: She had been holding her lower lip between her teeth.
“For each one there is something,” she said. “For me it is those.”
“Thou hast not caught my fear?” Primitivo said sarcastically.
“Nay,” she put her hand on his shoulder. “Thou hast no fear to catch. I know that. I am sorry I joked too roughly with thee. We are all in the same caldron.” Then she spoke to Robert Jordan. “I will send up food and wine. Dost need anything more?”
“Not in this moment. Where are the others?”
“Thy reserve is intact below with the horses,” she grinned. “Everything is out of sight. Everything to go is ready. Maria is with thy material.”
“If by any chance we ‘should’ have aviation keep her in the cave.”
“Yes, my Lord ‘Inglés’,” Pilar said. “‘Thy’ gypsy (I give him to thee) I have sent to gather mushrooms to cook with the hares. There are many mushrooms now and it seemed to me we might as well eat the hares although they would be better tomorrow or the day after.”
“I think it is best to eat them,” Robert Jordan said, and Pilar put her big hand on his shoulder where the strap of the submachine gun crossed his chest, then reached up and mussed his hair with her fingers. “What an ‘Inglés’,” Pilar said. “I will send the Maria with the ‘puchero’ when they are cooked.”
The firing from far away and above had almost died out and now there was only an occasional shot.
“You think it is over?” Pilar asked.
“No,” Robert Jordan said. “From the sound that we have heard they have attacked and been beaten off. Now I would say the attackers have them surrounded. They have taken cover and they wait for the planes.”
Pilar spoke to Primitivo, “Thou. Dost understand there was no intent to insult thee?”
“‘Ya lo sé’,” said Primitivo. “I have put up with worse than that from thee. Thou hast a vile tongue. But watch thy mouth, woman. Sordo was a good comrade of mine.”
“And not of mine?” Pilar asked him. “Listen, flat face. In war one cannot say what one feels. We have enough of our own without taking Sordo’s.”
Primitivo was still sullen.
“You should take a physic,” Pilar told him. “Now I go to prepare the meal.”
“Did you bring the documentation of the ‘requeté?'” Robert Jordan asked her.
“How stupid I am,” she said. “I forgot it. I will send the Maria.”
26
It was three o’clock in the afternoon before the planes came. The snow had all been gone by noon and the rocks were hot now in the sun. There were no clouds in the sky and Robert Jordan sat in the rocks with his shirt off browning his back in the sun and reading the letters that had been in the pockets of the dead cavalryman. From time to time he would stop reading to look across the open slope to the line of the timber, look over the high country above and then return to the letters. No more cavalry had appeared. At intervals there would be the sound of a shot from the direction of El Sordo’s camp. But the firing was desultory.
From examining his military papers he knew the boy was from Tafalla in Navarra, twenty-one years old, unmarried, and the son of a blacksmith. His regiment was the Nth cavalry, which surprised Robert Jordan, for he had believed that regiment to be in the North. He was a Carlist, and he had been wounded at the fighting for Irun at the start of the war.
I’ve probably seen him run through the streets ahead of the bulls at the feria in Pamplona, Robert Jordan thought. You never kill any one that you want to kill in a war, he said to himself. Well, hardly ever, he amended and went on reading the letters.
The first letters he read were very formal, very carefully written and dealt almost entirely with local happenings. They were from his sister and Robert Jordan learned that everything was all right in Tafalla, that father was well, that mother was the same as always but with certain complaints about her back, that she hoped he was well and not in too great danger and she was happy he was doing away with the Reds to liberate Spain from the domination of the Marxist hordes. Then there was a list of those boys from Tafalla who had been killed or badly wounded since she wrote last. She mentioned ten who were killed. That is a